Chapter 30

---Please Dont HATE Me----


I don’t know what happened to me. She said his name and I just snapped. I had to finish…it wasn’t what I had wanted…she was supposed to be moving with me enjoying this as much as I was. But she wasn’t moving. After I emptied myself into her again and then moved my hands from the back of her head and throat I tried to wake her up…



“My love its time…please wake up…enjoy this with me”


Still nothing…


I put my hand on her throat again but this time I felt for a pulse….nothing.


What did I do….I didn’t…did I… I felt again…still nothing.


When I killed her friend it was because she got in the way…it actually felt good…I knew if anyone else got in my way I could have done it again…even to golden boy. But this didn’t feel good…I killed my love.


I scooped her up in my arms….


“NOOOOO..” I sat there rocking back and forth…


It was then that I heard the door…and people running everywhere


“FREEZE”


The cops ran into the house and found John sitting on the bed with Hadley in his arms…

“I didn’t mean to hurt …” but they cut him off and grabbed Hadley immediately checking for a pulse…and put John in a robe and handcuffs leading him out the awaiting car.

Detective Smith walked out with the medics….

“Anything…”

“No sir…he snapped her neck. She died instantly.”

Detective Smith just nodded his head and went to his car…he had to go tell the family. Usually he tried not to let the case bother him. But this one did…he felt like he really dropped the ball. He moved to slow..the trace worked on the cell phone but it was just too late.

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Sidney kept pacing…he hadn’t sat down since he got back to Mario’s with his family. He couldn’t go back to that house…where this mess started.

“Sid its going to be….” Troy walked in trying to get Sid to calm down for a little bit

They had been telling him that since he was getting ready to leave the hospital

“LEAVE ME ALONE…I AM NOT GOING TO BE OK UNTIL I GET HER BACK.”

“Sid…I understand…”

“NO YOU REALLY DON’T….THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU”

“No it hasn’t but please sit and try and relax they will tell us when they know something.”

Sidney knew there was nothing he could do right now but that just made it worse. He promised Hadley that he would keep her safe and he didn’t do it. He had to fix it…He had to get Hadley back…he had something very important to give her.

Finally they got Sidney upstairs to his old room so he could try and sleep for a little bit…he had just dozed off when his mom walked in.

“Sid…” she gently shook his shoulder to wake him up.

“Sid the detectives are here.”

Sid jumped up and ran downstairs hoping that Hadley would be there. Everyone followed behind him.

“Where Hadley…” was all he could say.

“Mr. Crosby maybe you should sit.”

“STOP…where is she”

“Mr. Crosby…I am very sorry to tell you this but Ms. Scott was….

“WAS WHAT….”

“…killed”

Sid just collapsed he didn’t know what to do…He felt the tears pouring out of his eyes but he couldn’t do anything.

Mario and Troy came over to Sidney and helped him onto a couch…while the detectives explained what happened as much as they could…they didn’t go into details.

After the detectives finished Sidney just sat there…still not able to do anything. But when the detectives got up to leave Sidney just stopped them…

“How…”

“Mr. Crosby…I don’t think..”

“I SAID HOW DMANIT…”

“He broke her neck…again I am really sorry.” and then they made there way out of the house.

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The next few days were a blur…Sidney just went through the motions. He let everyone else plan everything. He couldn’t believe that he was going to have to bury her.

“Sid it’s time to go.”

Sidney looked up and saw Mario in the doorway. He wanted to get their earlier than everyone else. He wanted to have some more time alone with her. He still had something very important to give her.

“Ok I will be down in just a second I have to grab something.”

Mario just nodded and made his way downstairs to wait in the car.

When they got to the church where the service was going to be held everyone waited outside while Sidney went in to say goodbye his way.

He walked down the center of the church where her body lay in front of the church waiting to be to rest.

“Hi Hads” Sidney walked up to where she was laying and pulled up a chair.

“I don’t really know what to do…I feel so lost without you” tears started falling down his face but he continued anyway…

“I would say sorry but you would hit me so I think I’ll just do this instead.” Sidney got up from the chair and pulled the velvet box out of his suit jacket opened it up and pulled out a white gold diamond solitary and slipped it on her finger… and then bent down and lightly kissed her.

“Remember you said no one would ever…” he had to stop and wipe his tears fast but then “ love you enough to want to marry you…” he grabbed her hand and held it…

“Never say Never baby… I loved you enough I still love you enough…I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BABY”

He turned around and made his way back to his family not bother to wipe his face. He gave his heart to Hadley and she was always going to have it.



THE END

Chapter 29

Chapter 29


By the time Sidney woke up the next morning his parents, sister, Mario and Nathalie were all sitting in his room. Taylor was sitting right next to his bed holding his hand. She felt him move and opened her eyes at the same time he opened his.

“Sid” and she quickly hoped up into his arms…waking everyone else up.

“Hey Tay and wrapped his arms around his sister. It was then that he saw the bruises on his wrist from the tape and everything that happened last night came back to him and he started crying.

“Sid…” his mom walked over to him and just wrapped him his arms. To say she hated seeing him in the hospital and like this was an understatement.

“Hadley …mom…where is she…is she ok.”

He saw his mom hesitate for just second and then looked over at the others who wouldn’t look at him. More tears started falling thinking the worst.

“Hey Tay why don’t we go get some coffee for everyone. “ Even though she didn’t want to go Taylor agreed and made her way out of the room with Nathalie.

“Sid….ummm…” Trina looked over at Troy.

“Son…Hadley is gone. We don’t know where she is.”

More tears.

After he got himself somewhat calmed down. He said only one thing…

“John”

“John…who are you talking about.”

“That is what Hadley said. He was waiting in the house when we got home from the party…He is the one responsible for everything…he has her” and then Sidney punched the bed.

It didn’t take long for the detective to get there and get Sidney’s statement. The search was then on. They knew that Hadley knew him so that helped a lot and narrowed down the pool of people that they were looking for.

It was just a waiting game now.

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I was so happy I had my love with me. We made love throughout the night and it was amazing. I never knew it could feel so good. As soon as I eat and feed her we will do it again. I meant what I said we have a lot of time to make up for.


One thing is bothering me though…she doesn’t seem happy to be here. I don’t know why… I am on cloud 9 nothing else can go wrong my life is perfect.

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Hadley just laid there in that bed…she couldn’t move. John had raped her a total of 5 times the night before…she hoped that it was over…but she knew better. The only thing that was keeping her going at this point was Sidney.


“ My love here is some food.”

Hadley didn’t trust it…. “I am not eating that…”

“I’m not going to hurt you…I Love you”

That fact alone made Hadley furious and shiver…

“You already have”

“That isn’t true”

“Yes it is, you take me away from the man I love, kill me best friend, my baby, then rape me.

“Fine don’t eat” John made his way back to the kitchen and ditched the food with more force than he meant to…but he knew he had to calm himself down before he went back into see his love. After he calmed himself down he went back into the room…he was ready to make love to her again.

He took his robe off and started to climb on top of her but Hadley kicked him.

“That wasn’t nice my love.”

“I am not your love.”

“Yes, yes you are…” he climbed back on top of her. He wasn’t going to be nice his anger was starting to come back. He slapped her and forced himself inside of her and started pounding causing her to whimper in pain not pleasure but he thought differently.

“Yes my love…I know you like it…”

“NO….stop….”

“mmmmm my love…he was getting close to emptying himself into her again…hoping that maybe just maybe there could be a little one…

“STOP” she wanted to fight but she couldn’t

John just repeated himself… “I know you like it….so much better than golden boy…I can tell.”

“No…YOU ARE NOTHING LIKE SIDNEY”

That did it…he snapped….. He hit her hard in the head put one hand on her throat and the other behind her head and turned her head quick to the left.

Hadley immediately went limp.

Chapter 28

She wouldn’t stop screaming for him. Not only was it making me angry but she had to keep quiet. I couldn’t have people thinking that something was wrong so I had to hit her. I didn’t want to do it but I didn’t have a choice. I’ll make it up to her when she wakes up.



Earlier that day I left my spot so I could get everything set up. I wanted my love to be comfortable in her new home with me.


As I put her in the car I gently kissed her, we had to get a move on. While driving to our new home I got the perfect idea…the very first thing that we can do when she wakes up….we can make love.

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By the time Mario got to Sidney’s the cops were already there as well as the medic. Mario automatically thought the worst and tried to make his way toward the house.

“Sir I’m sorry you can’t go any further.”

“Sid….Hadley….I have to get in there he called me.”

The detective in charge of the case saw what was going on and made his way over to them.

“Mr. Lemieux. I understand that you are worried right now but they needed to get Mr. Crosby loaded up so they can take him to the hospital…” as he was talking the medics started wheeling Sid out. He wasn’t moving.

“Sid.” This time Mario didn’t let the cops stop him and he made his way to see Sid laying with gauze on his head but he was unconscious.

“What happened.”

“He suffered a blow to the head, he’s lost a lot of blood we need to get him to the hospital.” Mario just nodded and got into the ambulance behind them. It was then he asked about Hadley and how she was.

“What about Hadley…his girlfriend.”

The medic just looked at him. “Im sorry he was the only one in the house” the medic said as he pointed at Sid and got back to work.

As the doors began to close the detective saw Mario and ran over.

“I need to get your statement…you said he called you.”

“You can come get it at the hospital. Sid is more important than my statement.”

“But…”

“I SAID AT THE HOSPITAL. If your department would have done your job in the first place this wouldn’t have happened. Lets go” Mario said as he looked from the detective to the medics.

Once they got to the hospital they took Sid right back leaving Mario pacing back and forth in the waiting room for the second time in a week.

While he was waiting Nathalie walked in with a worried look on her face.

“Mario is everyone ok…” she was trying not to cry. Sidney was like a son and Hadley was important to Sid so she was important to her as well.

“I…don’t know” and Mario sank into the chair and put his head in his hands.

“They are with Sid right now…He lost a lot of blood. Hadley…..”

“Hadley what…”

“is missing…she’s gone I don’t know.”

“ OH my “ Nathalie couldn’t believe that all of this was actually happening.

“Trina and Troy…we need to call them” she finally said.

“Go ahead Nat…I will get a plane set up so they don’t have to wait.”

Nathalie just nodded and started dialing…

“Hello” Troy answered still half asleep.

“Troy….”

“Nathalie what is it….is everything ok…”

“Sid…”that was all Nathalie got out and she had his attention.

“WHAT HAPPENED…IS HE OK”

“He will be…we are at the hospital right now. Ummm he was hit in the head. His girlfriend is missing…we think it was the guy….You guys should get down here”

“Yea we will be on the next flight out”

“Mario is chartering a plane so you guys don’t have to wait.”

“Ok…”

Nathalie handed over the phone to Mario who gave Troy all the details.

Not too long after that Mario had started pacing again…the detective made his way to Mario and asked him to give his statement. While Mario was doing that the Dr. walked out towards them.

“Are you with Mr. Crosby.”

“Yes…is he ok”

“ He is…slightly out of it but he is awake. You can go and see him if you would like..”

“Ofcourse.” Nathalie looked at Mario and made her way towards Sid’s room…Mario hot on her trail.

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It didn’t take long to get Hadley to the new house. It was only up on Mt. Washington. In fact shortly after John got Hadley settled in the only bedroom she started to stir.

She hoped it was just a really bad dream but when she woke up she was so wrong. As she looked around she realized she wasn’t at Sidney’s. Then her worst fears were realized when she saw John walk in.

“My love you woke up just in time.”

“John”

“You don’t know how long I have waited to hear you say my name”

“What…why”

“Because we were meant to be together…you and me.” John then started making his way towards the bed that he had Hadley laying on so he could hold her, kiss her, and love her just like he wanted to.

When he finally got over to the bed he started rubbing up and down Hadley’s leg. But she pulled away before he could to far up.

“Don’t do that my love. This is meant to be.”

“No, you kidnapped me…” but silence her and put his mouth on top of hers slipping his tongue into her mouth at the same time. She tried to squirm but his weight shifted on the top of her to stop her from moving so much. John was getting very anxious and couldn’t wait anymore. He took all of his clothes off and Hadley’s He was so ready to make love to her…Without any hesitation he pushed himself into her.

Tears started to pour down Hadley’s face as he continued to rape her. She couldn’t believe this was happening to her. All this time she thought someone wanted to kill her was bad as she lay there unable to move she knew that this was much worse. The only thing keeping her semi calm was thinking about Sidney. Hoping that he was ok….and the she would see him again.

She felt so amazing underneath him. He didn’t ever want it to end but soon he brought himself over the edge and emptied himself into her.

“That was amazing my love. Just wait until next time.”

Hadley just cried some more while he pulled the blanket over them.

“Lets rest now…but just a little bit we have so much time to make up for.”

Question

There are only three chapters left...They are all pretty much written.What I need to know is do you all want to drag it out or just post them all today...spaced out ofcourse. I think all kinda go together and tie in. But I want yall opinion.

I have another idea for a sid story but I won't start it til this one is over even though it doesn't tie in with this one.

Let me know either way there will be a post today

Chapter 27

SO I have decided that the story is going to end...I dont want to drag it out and plus I have an idea for another Sid story...so there are only a few more chapeters in this one...ENJOY




I made sure that I was careful as I made my way towards the house that I have been sitting in front of for the past three days. I had been up to the house before just to look though…I had to know how I was going to get in. I know there is an alarm because of those stupid signs in the front yard…like those could stop me from getting to my love.



After walking around and cutting the wires that needed to be taken care of I quietly made my way into the house. This was the perfect opportunity to pack some things for my love because she is coming with me tonight…we will finally be together.

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Hadley and Sidney’s costume was a hit…


“I thought you were going to be a sexy pirate?” Vero asked because she had been with Hadley when she bought the costume.

“It is still at the apartment and I didn’t want to go back there and get it.”

Vero just nodded and hugged Hadley… “I am so glad you are ok…”

“Me to but lets not think of that tonight…I just want to forget everything and enjoy the party…”

With that Vero and Hadley went to go find drinks and talk with the other girlfriends.

Sidney was just watching her…she looked so good…but he couldn’t help but think that she wasn’t wearing anything but his shirt and boxers…those feeling that he had to curb all day were harder to hide in his costume…

The party was amazing Hadley and Vero beat almost all the guys in beer pong but ended up losing to Sidney and Mark…they were just about to start the karaoke when Sidney pulled Hadley aside because neither of them were going to compete.

“Sid…what “

“Just come here for a minute.”

He pulled Hadley into the bathroom and pushed her up against the door and started kiss her. Hadley felt Sidney’s tongue along her lip as he slowly slipped into her mouth and she couldn’t help but moan into his mouth which made Sidney moan a little but as well. She knew that they should get back to the party but this felt so good…she could feel just what he was doing to her. She put her arms around him and started playing with the hair at the back of his neck because he she knew it drove her crazy.

Things were starting to get heavy and more intense Hadley almost forgot she was in Vero and Mark’s bathroom going at it with her boyfriend well until there was a knock at the door…

“DUDE COME ON I GOTTA PEE” Jordan yelled from the other side of the door.

“THERE ARE FIVE OTHER BATHROOMS IN THIS HOUSE GRONK…GO FIND ONE” and the Sidney attacked Hadley’s neck.

“COME ON MAN I NEED TO GO….”

Sidney stopped kissing Hadley and started to curse under his breath. He couldn’t leave the bathroom…not with the erection that was so apparent in his costume.

Fuck… Sidney cracked the door to see Jordan bouncing up and down… “You really need to go find another bathroom…Jordan..” he wasn’t playing anymore.

“But….”

“GO AWAY”

Hadley was trying not to laugh but couldn’t help it..and cracked up..

“DUDE IS HADLEY IN THERE WITH YOU”

Hadley mouthed sorry to Sidney but continued to laugh as she made her way toward Sidney and wrapped her arms around his waist and started to massage her way around his erection that was not just getting to be painful. As Hadley made her way up to his cock and started stroking it inside his boxers he had to suck in a breath…

“YES…now will you please just go somewhere else.”

He heard Jordan walk away laughing but didn’t care as he turned around and started unbuttoning Hadley’s shirt. As soon as he got her breast free of the material that was holding it in his mouth went down and started sucking at her nipple which caused Hadley to arch into him…and his hand made the rest of the way down and into the boxers she was wearing and he inserted two fingers into her and started pumping slowly in and out of her.

“Mmmm Sid…I need you inside me”

Sidney couldn’t help but moan as he picked her up and put her on the counter. He stripped both of their boxers and entered her. It had been all he was thinking about all day and to finally be inside of her. She felt so good…he wanted it to last forever but at that moment he couldn’t think of anything but bringing them both over the edge as fast as he could. He started thrusting in out and out of her as fast as he could…and crashed his lips to hers so they cold muffle the moans just a little bit. He felt Hadley’s wall begin to tighten and clamp around him telling him that she was close and it was too much to bear and started to move in and out of her and then in circles to bring them both over the edge he so desperately wanted before he knew it he felt the juices that Hadley had released on to his cock and emptied himself into her.

Neither of them could talk at that moment or move and he stayed inside of her while they caught their breath.

“Wow.” Hadley finally breathed out

Sidney just kissed her one more time… “That is what you get for teasing baby” but helped her off the counter and they both got cleaned up and made their way back to the party after getting dressed.

No really noticed that they had gone missing but Jordan and he burst into laughter when he saw them make their way back into the room…and sit down..of course the only seat was next to him…

“Shut it Gronk”

Hadley just put her head on his shoulder still a little flustered from their quickie in the bathroom and whispered into his ear while she sucked on his ear lobe “Take me home baby” It took everything Sidney had not to moan out loud. He barely even said goodbye to everyone and dragged a laughing Hadley out of the house…to start round 2.

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They have to come home sometime and when they do I will be ready…..and then I saw headlights through the window and got in my position.

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All Sidney wanted to get Hadley inside and make love to her all night. They had their quickie and now he just wanted to take his time and show her how much she meant to him.


As he got inside he felt a push from behind him…

“Who is ansy now baby?” Sidney said laughing but stopped when he was pushed again this time losing his footing and falling to the ground.

“Sid..what the hel…..” Hadley started to say but was cut up when she felt and arm come around her from behind them and she screamed….

“Shhhh my love it’s going to be ok….I’m here now.”

“SIDDD” she screamed again only to be hit in the head to keep her quiet.

“I said shhhh my love we wouldn’t want people thinking anything is wrong.”

Hadley was stunned and couldn’t say anything and saw Sidney laying on the ground…starting to move around.

“Can you stay still my love” Hadley just nodded she didn’t know what else to do…

The guy went and grabbed Sidney off the ground and pushed him into a chair that he had set up earlier and taped and tied him to it… Hadley saw that Sidney was bleeding a little bit and started crying…

“Who are you… she still hadn’t seen his face but when the guy turned the light on…she recognized him…it was her boss’s eldest son…

“John…what do you want….”

“You my love…” and made his way closer to Hadley and then kissed her…Hadley couldn’t move because he had a death grip on her. Sidney on the other hand was going crazy…he couldn’t do anything to help her…

After he kissed her John walked back over to Sidney and punched him hard in the face… “You don’t deserve her golden boy…but it doesn’t matter now but she is mine now” and walked back towards Hadley who was crying uncontrollably.

As he grabbed her and started pulling her to the door… “ I said shhhh…you are ok now..I am with you and we will go be together like it was meant to be.”

“SIDDDDNEYYYY” Hadley screamed through tears and Sidney was crying now because he couldn’t do anything…he was so woozy from the loss of blood and the hit he couldn’t do anything. He watched this guy carry her out of the house….he started moving the chair around hoping to get loose. Finally he knocked himself over and was able to get his cell phone to fall out of his pocket to…He hit the 1 button because Mario was on speed dial…

“Sid…are you supposed to be at the party”

“Mario help….he got her” he said through tears.

“Nat call the cops to Sidney’s….We are on our way Sid” But Sid didn’t answer because he passed out…the blood loss getting to him.

Chapter 26

Once Hadley had gotten home Sidney made sure that Hadley didn’t need to do anything….in fact he never left her side. He really didn’t want her to be alone. By the time the rest of the team go back from the trip. Hadley couldn’t wait for Sidney to go to the arena. She wanted no need to be alone for just a little bit.


“Go I’ll be fine…the alarm will be on”

“ I don’t know why you just won’t come with me”

He had been on this all morning and wouldn’t let it go.

“BECAUSE SIDNEY I NEED YOU TO GO…” she stopped to collect herself she didn’t want to fight with him…not now.

“ …and anyways I need to get ready for the party tonight”

“Well I just thought that with everything we would sk…”

He really was making this difficult…so Hadley cut him off.

“NO, just stop…GO DO YOUR JOB…get out for a bit. Then we ARE going to the party like a normal couple…please”

The way Hadley looked Sidney knew he was doing exactly what he promised he wouldn’t do even after the hospital.

“Ok…Fine…but if you need anything..”

“I will call you”

Hadley couldn’t help but smile because she won and she like winning but decided to thank him properly. She walked up to him and put her arms around his shoulders and kissed him deeply lightly running her tongue along his lip.

Hadley hadn’t kissed him like that in he didn’t know how long. His thoughts quickly went away and the blood in his brain made its way south.

“Are you sure that I can’t skip practice” and pulled Hadley closer so she could feel what she was doing to him and then made his way down to her neck.

“No baby you cant” Sidney kind of pouted but tried one last time to get her to change her mind. Hadley just chuckled and whispered in his ear. “There is always later baby.” and then made her way towards the stairs.

Sidney loved watching her walk the way she was right now but it was slowly killing him. “ I Love you Hads.”

She got to the stairs and turned around “I Love you too” and started up the stairs she knew he was watching and was in a playful mood. “baby turn the alarm on…I am going to be soaking in the tub for awhile” laughing to herself as she made her way up the rest of the stairs.

“NOT FAIR BABY”

Then he turned around and made his way to practice…not even noticing the car that was sitting outside.


I should move now who knows when I will have another chance. He never leaves her side which just really bugs the hell out of me. But…I should wait I haven’t watched enough….

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Sidney barely made it through practice because all he could think about was Hadley sitting in the bath tub and how bad he wanted to be there with her. Thank god for Hockey pads…


Then Mario walked up and told him about some interviews that really couldn’t be put off any longer which only made it harder on him…literally.

He finally got home and immediately went to the downstairs room to change. Hadley thought she heard him and in and put the finishing touches on her costume and made her way down stairs.

“Sid”

“I’ll be out in a minute baby.”

“Ok”

When Sidney walked out Hadley had to pick herself off the ground she was laughing so hard…Sidney walked out in a dress shirt, boxers and socks….he had his sunglasses in his hand.

“What is so funny.”

“Look…” Hadley was also in a dress shirt, boxers but instead of socks she had a pair of black heels on.”

They both started laughing because they were pretty much in the same costume.

“I didn’t have my original costume so I had to improvise.”

“Well you look hot baby…lets go to the party”

They made there way over to Mark’s for the party and did exactly what Hadley wanted to…have a normal couple night.

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Now is my chance….I know they are both gone…but while I was sitting here I came up with a plan…it has to work….I CANT WAIT ANYMORE…I NEED MY LOVE….


TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT

WHAT HAPPENED TO KRIS LETANG LAST NIGHT I SAW THE RECAP FROM THE WEBSITE BUT COULDNT FIGURE IT OUT....AND I DONT WANNA WAIT TIL TOMORROW SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS...


O THERE WILL BE A POST SOMETIME LATER TONIGHT...

Chapter 25

I hope you all like this...I worked it every way I could ....



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Sid’s POV


Hadley was pregnant I couldn’t wrap my mind around that. I mean I know that its possible we weren’t exactly careful but I just found out my girlfriend was pregnant and lost the baby in a matter of minutes. What am I supposed to do.

I was just sitting there when I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up and saw Mario. I completely forgot they were even here.

“Are you ok?”

“I don’t know I just want to see Hadley.”

“You can in just a little bit. They are getting her settled in a room upstairs. I’ll come and let you know.” Before I could say anything the doctor had walked away.

“Sid”

“WHAT” I didn’t mean to snap but I was feeling so many things I didn’t even know where to start. I felt Mario put his arm around me and didn’t say anything…we just sat there and I continued to let everything sink in.

“Sid..we are going to head back to the house. If you need anything just call us.” Again I couldn’t say anything I just looked at him and nodded.

Hadley’s POV

“Miscarriage. I didn’t even know that I was pregnant.” I honestly couldn’t believe what he just told me.

“I am very sorry we are going to move you up to a room shortly. We are going to keep you overnight for observation.”

I was still in shock so I just nodded even though all I wanted to do was go home and be with Sidney.

“Wait is Sidney here.”

“Sidney….I’m not sure. I am on my way out there to talk with your family now.”

“Family…” It took a minute for that to register because the only family I have is my mother and I hope to god she is not out there waiting…that would be a hell of way for my boyfriend to meet my mother whom I hate. But then I realized that they weren’t talking about my family but Mario and Nathalie because that was where I was when I fainted.

“O you mean Mario and Nathalie.”

“I assume so…are they not your family.”

“Not really but it is ok” Hopefully Sidney is out there with them.

The doctor nodded and made his way out of the room. It was until I was settled in my room for the night and I was alone that I finally let myself get emotional. I lost a baby that I didn’t even know about and it was all because of whoever is after me. I was so sick of crying but I couldn’t help it and looked out the window and cried.

Sidney’s POV

Finally they came and told me that she was settled and that I could go in and see her. That was all I wanted. I just wanted see her and hold her. I wanted everything to go back to the way it was…I know I have said this before but I can’t. I had to stop and try and collect myself before I went in there. She has been through so much…forget me..I just want her to be ok.

“Hads” She wouldn’t look at me I know she was crying because I saw her wipe her face off.

“Baby” I made my way over to the other side of the bed and my heart broke when I saw her She tried to look away but I stopped her. I had told myself that I would keep everything in check but I could feel the tears in my eyes and I know she could see them.

I just grabbed the nearest chair and then her hand and just held it. I can’t even put into words how good it felt just to hold her hand.

“I’m sorry” and I saw more tears fall down her face.

“You have nothing to be sorry for. None of this is your fault.”

“I know…but….god he has taken so much from me…from us…now this on top of everything else.”

“I know baby.” I wanted to make all of this go away but I didn’t know how to do that so I felt more tears and I just put my head down to try and collect myself.

“Lay with me…I don’t want to be alone.”

She didn’t have to say anything else. I climbed into the bed with her and just held her. That was something that I could do.

Hadley’s POV

I know the circumstances aren’t the best right now and he is supposed to be on the road finishing up the trip but having his arms around me is the only thing that is helping right now.

“Are you ok” I heard him ask me this as we just lay in the hospital bed with each other.

“I don’t really know. I am feeling everything in the book… The one thing I do know is that I blame him…I want this all to be over.” I felt more tears. God I hate how much I was crying lately but I just couldn’t help it.

“I I know baby. Mario gave your phone to the detective after he called him here. He already talked to me…they are hoping this they can trace.”

“I hope so...I can’t take much more”

Sidney just kissed my cheek “ Lets get some sleep ok baby.”

I just nodded. That was one thing that I couldn’t debate I was exhausted.

BG POV


I wonder if she like my text message…she never answered back.


On the bright side I figured out how I am going to find her. I remembered what kind of car golden boy drives and I went back to the arena. Sure enough his car was there…now I just have to sit and wait it out…He has to come back sometime and he will lead me right to her.


I was just about to dose off when I heard car door open. I looked out my window and there he was. I started my car so I could follow him to my love….this is the best plan I have ever had. We are going to be together soon.


CRAP…SHIT….


I thought I lost him but I caught up with him after a few lights.


Wait I don’t think this is right…maybe I did lose him…


Then I saw him pull in to the drive…and get it was golden boy…Why are we at a hospital…WHAT DID HE DO TO MY LOVE.

SORRY

So by now I know people have noticed that I havent posted like I promised I would....I am sooooo sorry but there are reasons...

1st being that I have head cold that I thought I had a handle on...I WAS WRONG...
2nd bc of this damn cold....my writing is not what I would even call good at the moment and yall deserve great..

I do have part of 25 written but like I said it isnt that good but I am working on it.....I will try my hardest to have something posted tomorrow...in the mean time I am taking a huge dose of nyquill and passing out...bc i still have work tomorrow

Thank you all for being patient with me again I am so so sorry about the delay for both stories

two updates tomorrow....PROMISE