Chapter 30

---Please Dont HATE Me----


I don’t know what happened to me. She said his name and I just snapped. I had to finish…it wasn’t what I had wanted…she was supposed to be moving with me enjoying this as much as I was. But she wasn’t moving. After I emptied myself into her again and then moved my hands from the back of her head and throat I tried to wake her up…



“My love its time…please wake up…enjoy this with me”


Still nothing…


I put my hand on her throat again but this time I felt for a pulse….nothing.


What did I do….I didn’t…did I… I felt again…still nothing.


When I killed her friend it was because she got in the way…it actually felt good…I knew if anyone else got in my way I could have done it again…even to golden boy. But this didn’t feel good…I killed my love.


I scooped her up in my arms….


“NOOOOO..” I sat there rocking back and forth…


It was then that I heard the door…and people running everywhere


“FREEZE”


The cops ran into the house and found John sitting on the bed with Hadley in his arms…

“I didn’t mean to hurt …” but they cut him off and grabbed Hadley immediately checking for a pulse…and put John in a robe and handcuffs leading him out the awaiting car.

Detective Smith walked out with the medics….

“Anything…”

“No sir…he snapped her neck. She died instantly.”

Detective Smith just nodded his head and went to his car…he had to go tell the family. Usually he tried not to let the case bother him. But this one did…he felt like he really dropped the ball. He moved to slow..the trace worked on the cell phone but it was just too late.

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Sidney kept pacing…he hadn’t sat down since he got back to Mario’s with his family. He couldn’t go back to that house…where this mess started.

“Sid its going to be….” Troy walked in trying to get Sid to calm down for a little bit

They had been telling him that since he was getting ready to leave the hospital

“LEAVE ME ALONE…I AM NOT GOING TO BE OK UNTIL I GET HER BACK.”

“Sid…I understand…”

“NO YOU REALLY DON’T….THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU”

“No it hasn’t but please sit and try and relax they will tell us when they know something.”

Sidney knew there was nothing he could do right now but that just made it worse. He promised Hadley that he would keep her safe and he didn’t do it. He had to fix it…He had to get Hadley back…he had something very important to give her.

Finally they got Sidney upstairs to his old room so he could try and sleep for a little bit…he had just dozed off when his mom walked in.

“Sid…” she gently shook his shoulder to wake him up.

“Sid the detectives are here.”

Sid jumped up and ran downstairs hoping that Hadley would be there. Everyone followed behind him.

“Where Hadley…” was all he could say.

“Mr. Crosby maybe you should sit.”

“STOP…where is she”

“Mr. Crosby…I am very sorry to tell you this but Ms. Scott was….

“WAS WHAT….”

“…killed”

Sid just collapsed he didn’t know what to do…He felt the tears pouring out of his eyes but he couldn’t do anything.

Mario and Troy came over to Sidney and helped him onto a couch…while the detectives explained what happened as much as they could…they didn’t go into details.

After the detectives finished Sidney just sat there…still not able to do anything. But when the detectives got up to leave Sidney just stopped them…

“How…”

“Mr. Crosby…I don’t think..”

“I SAID HOW DMANIT…”

“He broke her neck…again I am really sorry.” and then they made there way out of the house.

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The next few days were a blur…Sidney just went through the motions. He let everyone else plan everything. He couldn’t believe that he was going to have to bury her.

“Sid it’s time to go.”

Sidney looked up and saw Mario in the doorway. He wanted to get their earlier than everyone else. He wanted to have some more time alone with her. He still had something very important to give her.

“Ok I will be down in just a second I have to grab something.”

Mario just nodded and made his way downstairs to wait in the car.

When they got to the church where the service was going to be held everyone waited outside while Sidney went in to say goodbye his way.

He walked down the center of the church where her body lay in front of the church waiting to be to rest.

“Hi Hads” Sidney walked up to where she was laying and pulled up a chair.

“I don’t really know what to do…I feel so lost without you” tears started falling down his face but he continued anyway…

“I would say sorry but you would hit me so I think I’ll just do this instead.” Sidney got up from the chair and pulled the velvet box out of his suit jacket opened it up and pulled out a white gold diamond solitary and slipped it on her finger… and then bent down and lightly kissed her.

“Remember you said no one would ever…” he had to stop and wipe his tears fast but then “ love you enough to want to marry you…” he grabbed her hand and held it…

“Never say Never baby… I loved you enough I still love you enough…I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BABY”

He turned around and made his way back to his family not bother to wipe his face. He gave his heart to Hadley and she was always going to have it.



THE END

Chapter 29

Chapter 29


By the time Sidney woke up the next morning his parents, sister, Mario and Nathalie were all sitting in his room. Taylor was sitting right next to his bed holding his hand. She felt him move and opened her eyes at the same time he opened his.

“Sid” and she quickly hoped up into his arms…waking everyone else up.

“Hey Tay and wrapped his arms around his sister. It was then that he saw the bruises on his wrist from the tape and everything that happened last night came back to him and he started crying.

“Sid…” his mom walked over to him and just wrapped him his arms. To say she hated seeing him in the hospital and like this was an understatement.

“Hadley …mom…where is she…is she ok.”

He saw his mom hesitate for just second and then looked over at the others who wouldn’t look at him. More tears started falling thinking the worst.

“Hey Tay why don’t we go get some coffee for everyone. “ Even though she didn’t want to go Taylor agreed and made her way out of the room with Nathalie.

“Sid….ummm…” Trina looked over at Troy.

“Son…Hadley is gone. We don’t know where she is.”

More tears.

After he got himself somewhat calmed down. He said only one thing…

“John”

“John…who are you talking about.”

“That is what Hadley said. He was waiting in the house when we got home from the party…He is the one responsible for everything…he has her” and then Sidney punched the bed.

It didn’t take long for the detective to get there and get Sidney’s statement. The search was then on. They knew that Hadley knew him so that helped a lot and narrowed down the pool of people that they were looking for.

It was just a waiting game now.

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I was so happy I had my love with me. We made love throughout the night and it was amazing. I never knew it could feel so good. As soon as I eat and feed her we will do it again. I meant what I said we have a lot of time to make up for.


One thing is bothering me though…she doesn’t seem happy to be here. I don’t know why… I am on cloud 9 nothing else can go wrong my life is perfect.

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Hadley just laid there in that bed…she couldn’t move. John had raped her a total of 5 times the night before…she hoped that it was over…but she knew better. The only thing that was keeping her going at this point was Sidney.


“ My love here is some food.”

Hadley didn’t trust it…. “I am not eating that…”

“I’m not going to hurt you…I Love you”

That fact alone made Hadley furious and shiver…

“You already have”

“That isn’t true”

“Yes it is, you take me away from the man I love, kill me best friend, my baby, then rape me.

“Fine don’t eat” John made his way back to the kitchen and ditched the food with more force than he meant to…but he knew he had to calm himself down before he went back into see his love. After he calmed himself down he went back into the room…he was ready to make love to her again.

He took his robe off and started to climb on top of her but Hadley kicked him.

“That wasn’t nice my love.”

“I am not your love.”

“Yes, yes you are…” he climbed back on top of her. He wasn’t going to be nice his anger was starting to come back. He slapped her and forced himself inside of her and started pounding causing her to whimper in pain not pleasure but he thought differently.

“Yes my love…I know you like it…”

“NO….stop….”

“mmmmm my love…he was getting close to emptying himself into her again…hoping that maybe just maybe there could be a little one…

“STOP” she wanted to fight but she couldn’t

John just repeated himself… “I know you like it….so much better than golden boy…I can tell.”

“No…YOU ARE NOTHING LIKE SIDNEY”

That did it…he snapped….. He hit her hard in the head put one hand on her throat and the other behind her head and turned her head quick to the left.

Hadley immediately went limp.

Chapter 28

She wouldn’t stop screaming for him. Not only was it making me angry but she had to keep quiet. I couldn’t have people thinking that something was wrong so I had to hit her. I didn’t want to do it but I didn’t have a choice. I’ll make it up to her when she wakes up.



Earlier that day I left my spot so I could get everything set up. I wanted my love to be comfortable in her new home with me.


As I put her in the car I gently kissed her, we had to get a move on. While driving to our new home I got the perfect idea…the very first thing that we can do when she wakes up….we can make love.

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By the time Mario got to Sidney’s the cops were already there as well as the medic. Mario automatically thought the worst and tried to make his way toward the house.

“Sir I’m sorry you can’t go any further.”

“Sid….Hadley….I have to get in there he called me.”

The detective in charge of the case saw what was going on and made his way over to them.

“Mr. Lemieux. I understand that you are worried right now but they needed to get Mr. Crosby loaded up so they can take him to the hospital…” as he was talking the medics started wheeling Sid out. He wasn’t moving.

“Sid.” This time Mario didn’t let the cops stop him and he made his way to see Sid laying with gauze on his head but he was unconscious.

“What happened.”

“He suffered a blow to the head, he’s lost a lot of blood we need to get him to the hospital.” Mario just nodded and got into the ambulance behind them. It was then he asked about Hadley and how she was.

“What about Hadley…his girlfriend.”

The medic just looked at him. “Im sorry he was the only one in the house” the medic said as he pointed at Sid and got back to work.

As the doors began to close the detective saw Mario and ran over.

“I need to get your statement…you said he called you.”

“You can come get it at the hospital. Sid is more important than my statement.”

“But…”

“I SAID AT THE HOSPITAL. If your department would have done your job in the first place this wouldn’t have happened. Lets go” Mario said as he looked from the detective to the medics.

Once they got to the hospital they took Sid right back leaving Mario pacing back and forth in the waiting room for the second time in a week.

While he was waiting Nathalie walked in with a worried look on her face.

“Mario is everyone ok…” she was trying not to cry. Sidney was like a son and Hadley was important to Sid so she was important to her as well.

“I…don’t know” and Mario sank into the chair and put his head in his hands.

“They are with Sid right now…He lost a lot of blood. Hadley…..”

“Hadley what…”

“is missing…she’s gone I don’t know.”

“ OH my “ Nathalie couldn’t believe that all of this was actually happening.

“Trina and Troy…we need to call them” she finally said.

“Go ahead Nat…I will get a plane set up so they don’t have to wait.”

Nathalie just nodded and started dialing…

“Hello” Troy answered still half asleep.

“Troy….”

“Nathalie what is it….is everything ok…”

“Sid…”that was all Nathalie got out and she had his attention.

“WHAT HAPPENED…IS HE OK”

“He will be…we are at the hospital right now. Ummm he was hit in the head. His girlfriend is missing…we think it was the guy….You guys should get down here”

“Yea we will be on the next flight out”

“Mario is chartering a plane so you guys don’t have to wait.”

“Ok…”

Nathalie handed over the phone to Mario who gave Troy all the details.

Not too long after that Mario had started pacing again…the detective made his way to Mario and asked him to give his statement. While Mario was doing that the Dr. walked out towards them.

“Are you with Mr. Crosby.”

“Yes…is he ok”

“ He is…slightly out of it but he is awake. You can go and see him if you would like..”

“Ofcourse.” Nathalie looked at Mario and made her way towards Sid’s room…Mario hot on her trail.

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It didn’t take long to get Hadley to the new house. It was only up on Mt. Washington. In fact shortly after John got Hadley settled in the only bedroom she started to stir.

She hoped it was just a really bad dream but when she woke up she was so wrong. As she looked around she realized she wasn’t at Sidney’s. Then her worst fears were realized when she saw John walk in.

“My love you woke up just in time.”

“John”

“You don’t know how long I have waited to hear you say my name”

“What…why”

“Because we were meant to be together…you and me.” John then started making his way towards the bed that he had Hadley laying on so he could hold her, kiss her, and love her just like he wanted to.

When he finally got over to the bed he started rubbing up and down Hadley’s leg. But she pulled away before he could to far up.

“Don’t do that my love. This is meant to be.”

“No, you kidnapped me…” but silence her and put his mouth on top of hers slipping his tongue into her mouth at the same time. She tried to squirm but his weight shifted on the top of her to stop her from moving so much. John was getting very anxious and couldn’t wait anymore. He took all of his clothes off and Hadley’s He was so ready to make love to her…Without any hesitation he pushed himself into her.

Tears started to pour down Hadley’s face as he continued to rape her. She couldn’t believe this was happening to her. All this time she thought someone wanted to kill her was bad as she lay there unable to move she knew that this was much worse. The only thing keeping her semi calm was thinking about Sidney. Hoping that he was ok….and the she would see him again.

She felt so amazing underneath him. He didn’t ever want it to end but soon he brought himself over the edge and emptied himself into her.

“That was amazing my love. Just wait until next time.”

Hadley just cried some more while he pulled the blanket over them.

“Lets rest now…but just a little bit we have so much time to make up for.”

Question

There are only three chapters left...They are all pretty much written.What I need to know is do you all want to drag it out or just post them all today...spaced out ofcourse. I think all kinda go together and tie in. But I want yall opinion.

I have another idea for a sid story but I won't start it til this one is over even though it doesn't tie in with this one.

Let me know either way there will be a post today

Chapter 27

SO I have decided that the story is going to end...I dont want to drag it out and plus I have an idea for another Sid story...so there are only a few more chapeters in this one...ENJOY




I made sure that I was careful as I made my way towards the house that I have been sitting in front of for the past three days. I had been up to the house before just to look though…I had to know how I was going to get in. I know there is an alarm because of those stupid signs in the front yard…like those could stop me from getting to my love.



After walking around and cutting the wires that needed to be taken care of I quietly made my way into the house. This was the perfect opportunity to pack some things for my love because she is coming with me tonight…we will finally be together.

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Hadley and Sidney’s costume was a hit…


“I thought you were going to be a sexy pirate?” Vero asked because she had been with Hadley when she bought the costume.

“It is still at the apartment and I didn’t want to go back there and get it.”

Vero just nodded and hugged Hadley… “I am so glad you are ok…”

“Me to but lets not think of that tonight…I just want to forget everything and enjoy the party…”

With that Vero and Hadley went to go find drinks and talk with the other girlfriends.

Sidney was just watching her…she looked so good…but he couldn’t help but think that she wasn’t wearing anything but his shirt and boxers…those feeling that he had to curb all day were harder to hide in his costume…

The party was amazing Hadley and Vero beat almost all the guys in beer pong but ended up losing to Sidney and Mark…they were just about to start the karaoke when Sidney pulled Hadley aside because neither of them were going to compete.

“Sid…what “

“Just come here for a minute.”

He pulled Hadley into the bathroom and pushed her up against the door and started kiss her. Hadley felt Sidney’s tongue along her lip as he slowly slipped into her mouth and she couldn’t help but moan into his mouth which made Sidney moan a little but as well. She knew that they should get back to the party but this felt so good…she could feel just what he was doing to her. She put her arms around him and started playing with the hair at the back of his neck because he she knew it drove her crazy.

Things were starting to get heavy and more intense Hadley almost forgot she was in Vero and Mark’s bathroom going at it with her boyfriend well until there was a knock at the door…

“DUDE COME ON I GOTTA PEE” Jordan yelled from the other side of the door.

“THERE ARE FIVE OTHER BATHROOMS IN THIS HOUSE GRONK…GO FIND ONE” and the Sidney attacked Hadley’s neck.

“COME ON MAN I NEED TO GO….”

Sidney stopped kissing Hadley and started to curse under his breath. He couldn’t leave the bathroom…not with the erection that was so apparent in his costume.

Fuck… Sidney cracked the door to see Jordan bouncing up and down… “You really need to go find another bathroom…Jordan..” he wasn’t playing anymore.

“But….”

“GO AWAY”

Hadley was trying not to laugh but couldn’t help it..and cracked up..

“DUDE IS HADLEY IN THERE WITH YOU”

Hadley mouthed sorry to Sidney but continued to laugh as she made her way toward Sidney and wrapped her arms around his waist and started to massage her way around his erection that was not just getting to be painful. As Hadley made her way up to his cock and started stroking it inside his boxers he had to suck in a breath…

“YES…now will you please just go somewhere else.”

He heard Jordan walk away laughing but didn’t care as he turned around and started unbuttoning Hadley’s shirt. As soon as he got her breast free of the material that was holding it in his mouth went down and started sucking at her nipple which caused Hadley to arch into him…and his hand made the rest of the way down and into the boxers she was wearing and he inserted two fingers into her and started pumping slowly in and out of her.

“Mmmm Sid…I need you inside me”

Sidney couldn’t help but moan as he picked her up and put her on the counter. He stripped both of their boxers and entered her. It had been all he was thinking about all day and to finally be inside of her. She felt so good…he wanted it to last forever but at that moment he couldn’t think of anything but bringing them both over the edge as fast as he could. He started thrusting in out and out of her as fast as he could…and crashed his lips to hers so they cold muffle the moans just a little bit. He felt Hadley’s wall begin to tighten and clamp around him telling him that she was close and it was too much to bear and started to move in and out of her and then in circles to bring them both over the edge he so desperately wanted before he knew it he felt the juices that Hadley had released on to his cock and emptied himself into her.

Neither of them could talk at that moment or move and he stayed inside of her while they caught their breath.

“Wow.” Hadley finally breathed out

Sidney just kissed her one more time… “That is what you get for teasing baby” but helped her off the counter and they both got cleaned up and made their way back to the party after getting dressed.

No really noticed that they had gone missing but Jordan and he burst into laughter when he saw them make their way back into the room…and sit down..of course the only seat was next to him…

“Shut it Gronk”

Hadley just put her head on his shoulder still a little flustered from their quickie in the bathroom and whispered into his ear while she sucked on his ear lobe “Take me home baby” It took everything Sidney had not to moan out loud. He barely even said goodbye to everyone and dragged a laughing Hadley out of the house…to start round 2.

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They have to come home sometime and when they do I will be ready…..and then I saw headlights through the window and got in my position.

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All Sidney wanted to get Hadley inside and make love to her all night. They had their quickie and now he just wanted to take his time and show her how much she meant to him.


As he got inside he felt a push from behind him…

“Who is ansy now baby?” Sidney said laughing but stopped when he was pushed again this time losing his footing and falling to the ground.

“Sid..what the hel…..” Hadley started to say but was cut up when she felt and arm come around her from behind them and she screamed….

“Shhhh my love it’s going to be ok….I’m here now.”

“SIDDD” she screamed again only to be hit in the head to keep her quiet.

“I said shhhh my love we wouldn’t want people thinking anything is wrong.”

Hadley was stunned and couldn’t say anything and saw Sidney laying on the ground…starting to move around.

“Can you stay still my love” Hadley just nodded she didn’t know what else to do…

The guy went and grabbed Sidney off the ground and pushed him into a chair that he had set up earlier and taped and tied him to it… Hadley saw that Sidney was bleeding a little bit and started crying…

“Who are you… she still hadn’t seen his face but when the guy turned the light on…she recognized him…it was her boss’s eldest son…

“John…what do you want….”

“You my love…” and made his way closer to Hadley and then kissed her…Hadley couldn’t move because he had a death grip on her. Sidney on the other hand was going crazy…he couldn’t do anything to help her…

After he kissed her John walked back over to Sidney and punched him hard in the face… “You don’t deserve her golden boy…but it doesn’t matter now but she is mine now” and walked back towards Hadley who was crying uncontrollably.

As he grabbed her and started pulling her to the door… “ I said shhhh…you are ok now..I am with you and we will go be together like it was meant to be.”

“SIDDDDNEYYYY” Hadley screamed through tears and Sidney was crying now because he couldn’t do anything…he was so woozy from the loss of blood and the hit he couldn’t do anything. He watched this guy carry her out of the house….he started moving the chair around hoping to get loose. Finally he knocked himself over and was able to get his cell phone to fall out of his pocket to…He hit the 1 button because Mario was on speed dial…

“Sid…are you supposed to be at the party”

“Mario help….he got her” he said through tears.

“Nat call the cops to Sidney’s….We are on our way Sid” But Sid didn’t answer because he passed out…the blood loss getting to him.

Chapter 26

Once Hadley had gotten home Sidney made sure that Hadley didn’t need to do anything….in fact he never left her side. He really didn’t want her to be alone. By the time the rest of the team go back from the trip. Hadley couldn’t wait for Sidney to go to the arena. She wanted no need to be alone for just a little bit.


“Go I’ll be fine…the alarm will be on”

“ I don’t know why you just won’t come with me”

He had been on this all morning and wouldn’t let it go.

“BECAUSE SIDNEY I NEED YOU TO GO…” she stopped to collect herself she didn’t want to fight with him…not now.

“ …and anyways I need to get ready for the party tonight”

“Well I just thought that with everything we would sk…”

He really was making this difficult…so Hadley cut him off.

“NO, just stop…GO DO YOUR JOB…get out for a bit. Then we ARE going to the party like a normal couple…please”

The way Hadley looked Sidney knew he was doing exactly what he promised he wouldn’t do even after the hospital.

“Ok…Fine…but if you need anything..”

“I will call you”

Hadley couldn’t help but smile because she won and she like winning but decided to thank him properly. She walked up to him and put her arms around his shoulders and kissed him deeply lightly running her tongue along his lip.

Hadley hadn’t kissed him like that in he didn’t know how long. His thoughts quickly went away and the blood in his brain made its way south.

“Are you sure that I can’t skip practice” and pulled Hadley closer so she could feel what she was doing to him and then made his way down to her neck.

“No baby you cant” Sidney kind of pouted but tried one last time to get her to change her mind. Hadley just chuckled and whispered in his ear. “There is always later baby.” and then made her way towards the stairs.

Sidney loved watching her walk the way she was right now but it was slowly killing him. “ I Love you Hads.”

She got to the stairs and turned around “I Love you too” and started up the stairs she knew he was watching and was in a playful mood. “baby turn the alarm on…I am going to be soaking in the tub for awhile” laughing to herself as she made her way up the rest of the stairs.

“NOT FAIR BABY”

Then he turned around and made his way to practice…not even noticing the car that was sitting outside.


I should move now who knows when I will have another chance. He never leaves her side which just really bugs the hell out of me. But…I should wait I haven’t watched enough….

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Sidney barely made it through practice because all he could think about was Hadley sitting in the bath tub and how bad he wanted to be there with her. Thank god for Hockey pads…


Then Mario walked up and told him about some interviews that really couldn’t be put off any longer which only made it harder on him…literally.

He finally got home and immediately went to the downstairs room to change. Hadley thought she heard him and in and put the finishing touches on her costume and made her way down stairs.

“Sid”

“I’ll be out in a minute baby.”

“Ok”

When Sidney walked out Hadley had to pick herself off the ground she was laughing so hard…Sidney walked out in a dress shirt, boxers and socks….he had his sunglasses in his hand.

“What is so funny.”

“Look…” Hadley was also in a dress shirt, boxers but instead of socks she had a pair of black heels on.”

They both started laughing because they were pretty much in the same costume.

“I didn’t have my original costume so I had to improvise.”

“Well you look hot baby…lets go to the party”

They made there way over to Mark’s for the party and did exactly what Hadley wanted to…have a normal couple night.

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Now is my chance….I know they are both gone…but while I was sitting here I came up with a plan…it has to work….I CANT WAIT ANYMORE…I NEED MY LOVE….


TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT

WHAT HAPPENED TO KRIS LETANG LAST NIGHT I SAW THE RECAP FROM THE WEBSITE BUT COULDNT FIGURE IT OUT....AND I DONT WANNA WAIT TIL TOMORROW SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS...


O THERE WILL BE A POST SOMETIME LATER TONIGHT...

Chapter 25

I hope you all like this...I worked it every way I could ....



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Sid’s POV


Hadley was pregnant I couldn’t wrap my mind around that. I mean I know that its possible we weren’t exactly careful but I just found out my girlfriend was pregnant and lost the baby in a matter of minutes. What am I supposed to do.

I was just sitting there when I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up and saw Mario. I completely forgot they were even here.

“Are you ok?”

“I don’t know I just want to see Hadley.”

“You can in just a little bit. They are getting her settled in a room upstairs. I’ll come and let you know.” Before I could say anything the doctor had walked away.

“Sid”

“WHAT” I didn’t mean to snap but I was feeling so many things I didn’t even know where to start. I felt Mario put his arm around me and didn’t say anything…we just sat there and I continued to let everything sink in.

“Sid..we are going to head back to the house. If you need anything just call us.” Again I couldn’t say anything I just looked at him and nodded.

Hadley’s POV

“Miscarriage. I didn’t even know that I was pregnant.” I honestly couldn’t believe what he just told me.

“I am very sorry we are going to move you up to a room shortly. We are going to keep you overnight for observation.”

I was still in shock so I just nodded even though all I wanted to do was go home and be with Sidney.

“Wait is Sidney here.”

“Sidney….I’m not sure. I am on my way out there to talk with your family now.”

“Family…” It took a minute for that to register because the only family I have is my mother and I hope to god she is not out there waiting…that would be a hell of way for my boyfriend to meet my mother whom I hate. But then I realized that they weren’t talking about my family but Mario and Nathalie because that was where I was when I fainted.

“O you mean Mario and Nathalie.”

“I assume so…are they not your family.”

“Not really but it is ok” Hopefully Sidney is out there with them.

The doctor nodded and made his way out of the room. It was until I was settled in my room for the night and I was alone that I finally let myself get emotional. I lost a baby that I didn’t even know about and it was all because of whoever is after me. I was so sick of crying but I couldn’t help it and looked out the window and cried.

Sidney’s POV

Finally they came and told me that she was settled and that I could go in and see her. That was all I wanted. I just wanted see her and hold her. I wanted everything to go back to the way it was…I know I have said this before but I can’t. I had to stop and try and collect myself before I went in there. She has been through so much…forget me..I just want her to be ok.

“Hads” She wouldn’t look at me I know she was crying because I saw her wipe her face off.

“Baby” I made my way over to the other side of the bed and my heart broke when I saw her She tried to look away but I stopped her. I had told myself that I would keep everything in check but I could feel the tears in my eyes and I know she could see them.

I just grabbed the nearest chair and then her hand and just held it. I can’t even put into words how good it felt just to hold her hand.

“I’m sorry” and I saw more tears fall down her face.

“You have nothing to be sorry for. None of this is your fault.”

“I know…but….god he has taken so much from me…from us…now this on top of everything else.”

“I know baby.” I wanted to make all of this go away but I didn’t know how to do that so I felt more tears and I just put my head down to try and collect myself.

“Lay with me…I don’t want to be alone.”

She didn’t have to say anything else. I climbed into the bed with her and just held her. That was something that I could do.

Hadley’s POV

I know the circumstances aren’t the best right now and he is supposed to be on the road finishing up the trip but having his arms around me is the only thing that is helping right now.

“Are you ok” I heard him ask me this as we just lay in the hospital bed with each other.

“I don’t really know. I am feeling everything in the book… The one thing I do know is that I blame him…I want this all to be over.” I felt more tears. God I hate how much I was crying lately but I just couldn’t help it.

“I I know baby. Mario gave your phone to the detective after he called him here. He already talked to me…they are hoping this they can trace.”

“I hope so...I can’t take much more”

Sidney just kissed my cheek “ Lets get some sleep ok baby.”

I just nodded. That was one thing that I couldn’t debate I was exhausted.

BG POV


I wonder if she like my text message…she never answered back.


On the bright side I figured out how I am going to find her. I remembered what kind of car golden boy drives and I went back to the arena. Sure enough his car was there…now I just have to sit and wait it out…He has to come back sometime and he will lead me right to her.


I was just about to dose off when I heard car door open. I looked out my window and there he was. I started my car so I could follow him to my love….this is the best plan I have ever had. We are going to be together soon.


CRAP…SHIT….


I thought I lost him but I caught up with him after a few lights.


Wait I don’t think this is right…maybe I did lose him…


Then I saw him pull in to the drive…and get it was golden boy…Why are we at a hospital…WHAT DID HE DO TO MY LOVE.

SORRY

So by now I know people have noticed that I havent posted like I promised I would....I am sooooo sorry but there are reasons...

1st being that I have head cold that I thought I had a handle on...I WAS WRONG...
2nd bc of this damn cold....my writing is not what I would even call good at the moment and yall deserve great..

I do have part of 25 written but like I said it isnt that good but I am working on it.....I will try my hardest to have something posted tomorrow...in the mean time I am taking a huge dose of nyquill and passing out...bc i still have work tomorrow

Thank you all for being patient with me again I am so so sorry about the delay for both stories

two updates tomorrow....PROMISE

Chapter 24

The first week of the road trip went really well. Hadley kept busy with Nathalie and the kids. They did a lot of charity work Hadley even found a Halloween costume for the party. Her and Sidney would talk whenever it was possible. Sidney on the other hand was worried at first but hearing how clam Hadley was made it easier for him to focus on playing.


In fact things seemed to get back to normal for them…it hasn’t happened since that first night together. It was one hell of a night though Hadley and Sidney couldn’t help but think that as they finished up day 9 of the road trip

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She hasn’t been to work in a while…I wish I knew where she was. I have to see her. IT really is starting to PISS ME OFF. This is probably all golden boys doing. He took my chance with her away from me.


Maybe I should teach him a lesson. I could hurt him but that would hurt my love, we will save that for a last resort. So what could I do…he doesn’t like when I send things to her….he probably wont like if I were to talk….


I know exactly what I am going to.

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Hadley had just finished watching a movie with the kids and made her way up to her room. She had been really tired lately but she knew it was because of everything that was going on. She marked another day on her calendar and laid down.

Just as she was about to doze off when her phone rang. It was late for Sidney to be calling but he had been calling before he went to bed. So she just picked up without looking at the caller id…

“Hey you. I miss you”

She misses me….It made me happy to hear her voice like the way I remember it. I forgot what I wanted to say I just sat there and listened to her breathe.

“Sid…baby”

She just ruined it. Calling me by golden boys name…Sure she probably doesn’t realize she is talking to her soul mate but still. Time to play with Golden boy

Still no one answered so she hung up the phone and tried to lay back down and get some rest. Something didn’t feel right though.

----In the hotel----

Sidney had just got himself settled and wanted Hadley’s voice to be the last thing he heard before he went to sleep.

He picked up his phone to call her…he had been looking forward to this all day. Just as he was about to make the call his phone rang.

“Hello”

“Hi”

“Who is this” he recognized a guys voice but not who it was.

“I just want to let you know that she will be mine….some way somehow…It will not stop.”

With that the phone disconnected and Sidney threw his phone against the wall and shattered it into pieces.

----Back in Pittsburgh----

Hadley couldn’t get herself calmed back down so she decided to call Sidney…he would help her. She called but it went right to voicemail. That was really strange considering he promised his phone was always going to be on. As she put her phone down her phone beeped signaling a text.

Soon my love soon.

She knew that wasn’t Sidney and was out of bed and on her way downstairs. She was scared to death and was just hoping that Mario or Nathalie to still be up. When she got down the stairs she ran right into Mario.

“Hadley what is it”

“He…He…” and tried to hand her phone to him but fainted first. He called for Nathalie when she got downstairs to see what he wanted she saw Hadley on the ground and Mario try and wake her up.

“Nat. Call an ambulance.”

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Sidney was going ballistic in his room. He was so loud that he woke up Max, Flower and Jordan.

“What the hell Darryl” Jordan said walking in and falling onto Sidney’s bed face down. Billy had just walked out the bathroom form taking a shower and had no clue what was going.

“Party in our room?”

“We wish… el captain here woke us up with his yelling. I don’t think I have heard that many curse words come out of his mouth at once since…well ever.” Max said taking a seat next to Jordan.

Before anyone could say anything Sidney started again.

“Sid calm down your not making any sense.” Bill said walking up to him.

“ The bastard called me. Saying that she will be his and very soon. HOW IN THE HELL DID HE GET MY NUMBER”

There was now four very stunned and awake guys all staring at Sidney.

“Call the detective” Flower told Sidney… “Maybe”

Sidney just picked up the pieces that were left of his phone and showed flower and then started pacing and yelling again. There was another knock on the door and Billy went to answer it. It was Dan.

“Sid”

“What is it Billy…I think I have a reason to freak”

“Sid…its Hadley….something happened.”

Sidney just collapsed to the floor and started crying. He didn’t know what to do and the worst was going through his mind. The rest of the guys all got up and started tossing things, including his broken phone into Sidney’s bag knowing he was going back to Pittsburgh.

Dan walked further into the room and with Billys help got Sidney up and got him to the car that was waiting to take him to the airport where a plane was already waiting.

When Sidney got the plane he still didn’t have any details which made the flight unbearable. His mind was going everywhere he was just hoping that she was ok when he got there.

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Mario and Nathalie were sitting in the waiting room just waiting for any information. The doctors were still in there with her.

“Sid should be here soon. They were only playing in Detroit.” Just then Sidney came running through the doors. He barely even stopped at Mario.

“Where is she.”

“With the doctors Sid you can’t go in there yet”

“Why not I have to see her…What happened” Sidney was on the verge of tears again but continued anyway.

“She came downstairs she was upset. I think she was going to show me something but she fainted.”

“So he didn’t get to her”

“No Sid why would you think that”

“Because he called me and told me...that she was going to be his.” Sidney just closed his eyes and started his pacing again.

“Oh my god she had her phone with her.” Mario was now putting the pieces she wanted to show him her phone.

Just then a Doctor walked out. “You brought Ms. Scott in”

“Yes is she ok.”

“She will be…she is resting comfortably right now.”

“Thank God…Can we see her” Sidney felt slightly better but he still wanted to see her.

“Sure but I have to ask you guys some questions first. So I can figure out a cause”

“Ok”

“Had she been under a lot of stress lately.”

“Yea you could say that.”

“That would have cause both the fainting and miscarriage.”

“Misss….” Sidney fell into the chair “She was pregnant”

Just a note

Just a note:



My posts for both stories are going to be happening a little later I lost my fulltime job and had to go back to work at my partime job so my hours vary somedays Ill be working during the day...and sometimes I close. I can write while at work but cant have my computer so I'll have to type it when I get home at night...so please bear with me....

Agian thanks for the support...

and Im getting mixed review over continueing in a longer story or ending after the bad guy is caught or a few chapters after that....If I do that I could start another Sidney story that is seperate....

Chapter 23 part 2

“Mmmm Sid” as she tilted her head back as he kissed his way down her neck. As they made their way up the rest of the stairs


Hearing his name roll off her lips was driving him crazy. He put her down so he could finally get her shirt off. He stopped kissing her just long enough to get her shirt over her head and immediately went back to kissing his way down while he wrapped his arms around her to get her bra off of her…he wanted to feel nothing but skin…he needed it. While Sidney was occupied trying to figure out her bra she slipped her hand into his shorts and gently started massaging he erection. Sidney just moaned into her skin as he continued to kiss at her neck still trying to figure out her bra…

Getting slightly impatient Hadley decided to help and whispered “Try the front”

Sidney just looked at her with that smile… “Your all about games aren’t you” Hadley just laughed a little but soon stopped when she felt Sidney bent down just enough to take her newly exposed breast in his mouth making her moan again.

“Take me to bed baby” Sidney didn’t need to hear anything else and he picked her up again but took her into the bedroom. The way he figured he had all night they would just start here. It didn’t take long once they got into the bedroom to get the rest of their clothes off and Sidney was on top of her. He started at her mouth and worked his way down his body. This wasn’t just going to be fast he wanted to take his time and savor everything. He continued to kiss his way down her body til he got right where she wanted him to be. He kissed the inside of her leg and then moved to her other leg. Now Hadley was getting really impatient and she started squirming hoping that he was do what she so desperately wanted. Finally Sidney figured he played enough and place light kisses along her lips and up to her clit and started alternating between kissing and licking in figure 8’s around her clit.

“Ohhhh Sid” it had been forever since they had been together and Hadley was going mad…just when she thought it couldn’t get any better Sidney slipped two fingers into and started thrusting them in and out of her…he started really slow but picked up speed and curled his fingers to hit that spot that drove Hadley over the edge and her moans got louder as she reached the peak she so desperately wanted. Sidney followed the same path up back to her lips and gently kissed her. She could feel his erection up against her stomach.

“Sid I need you inside me now.”

It was Sidney’s turn to moan but he positioned himself over her and slowly entered her. God she felt so tight and she was so wet. He laid down so his face was right next to her ear but he wasn’t crushing her. “mmm so tight baby” He waited just a second before he started moving and it didn’t take long for Hadley to start moving with him. Their moans were matching each other and got louder as they both reached their peaks.

“Sid yes right there…OH GOD”

“MMMM Baby you feel so good…cum for me baby.”

“Yes baby right there…right there”

Hadley reached her peak again and after a few more deep thrusts Sidney emptied himself into her. They lay there both trying to catch their breaths. After a few minutes Sidney rolled over on to his side and wrapped his arm around Hadley.

“I love you Hads” and kissed his way back down to her neck. Hadley turned to face him and slid her leg in between his and her hand followed and started to caress him. Sidney moaned and continued to kiss around her neck. Hadley started moving her hand just a bit faster causing Sidney to lightly bite her neck where he had been kissing her. They had so much time to make up for and they were going to waste a minute of it. Once Sidney was nice and hard she guided him back inside of her for round 2.

The next morning Hadley woke up first with just a sheet covering her up and Sidney head down between her head and shoulder…she could feel his steady breathing and knew that he was still sleeping…it was her turn to wake him up..he really had to catch his flight.

She kissed the only part of his head that she could. “Baby its time to get up…we got to get going.”

“What time is it.” Hadley turned her head hoping that she would be able to see the clock.

“About 9”

“mm Ok and Sidney picked himself up and made his way to the shower. Hadley just smiled and made her way and made her way to the bathroom she was going to join him. She wanted to be around him as much as possible …she really didn’t want him to leave but knew that he had to. They didn’t have time for round 3 but did play a little bit in the shower. They both got dressed and headed downstairs for a quick breakfast before heading to Mario’s and then the arena.

After Sidney got Hadley’s stuff inside and up to his old room they walked down hand in hand so he could get going for the road trip.

“Same thing goes Hads. Someone will have my phone anytime I’m doing something so that it can be answered.”

Hadley just nodded. She didn’t want to cry but a couple of tears to fall. Sidney just wiped her tears and kissed her.

“I love you Hads.”

“I love you Sidney”

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While this was happening plans were being made…


I have to find her…she has to be mine. She will be mine.

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things will be happening with the bad guy soon...but I need to know something

Would yall want me to continue the story and follow just their relationship and make it a love story like it was supposed to be before I got the idea....or end it shortly after...I am debating with myself and I need some feedback

Thanks Guys for all the support

Chapter 23 PT 1

Hadley wasn’t herself at work. She pretty much just went through the motions of work. She did the finishing touches on her campaign pitch in the morning but found herself not really getting much accomplished because every time a guy would walk by she would start thinking if he was the one who was behind everything. It got worse she did the same thing in her campaign pitch which she was already doing a horrible job on but finished it..Of course that ended that the guy decided to go with someone else. It was the first campaign that Hadley had failed to get since she had been working at the firm.


Right before she was going to leave for the night when Sue called her into her office.

“Hadley could you come in here please.”

“Great on top of everything else I am going to get fired now to” Hadley said to herself as she made her way to Sue office like asked.

“What is going on Hadley”

Hadley told Sue everything that had happened since Katy’s funeral. So Sue decided that she should take a sabbatical until everything was taken care of.

“Hadley I know you love working but you really have been working a lot and putting way too much pressure on yourself….your just as good as your dad. Don’t worry”

Hadley didn’t even realize anything being said about her dad and just nodded and went to her desk to get her things. The only thing she did know that was she wasn’t being helpful by being paranoid at every man who walked by her.

She couldn’t believe that first this guy kills her first friend she made in Pittsburgh, coming after her, and now he was ruining everything in her life. If she wasn’t so scared that he was going to kill her…she would be really pissed off.

Hadley waited inside the door until she saw Sidney pull up.

“Hey bab…” Sidney could tell as soon as he looked at her that something was wrong.

“What is it Hads…did he try to contact you again…OH MY GOD is he in the office.” Sidney was really starting to freak out.

“No nothing like that…it is just taking a toll on me Sidney. He is like controlling my whole life. I lost my first campaign, Sue could tell that something was wrong so I had no choice but to tell her and now I am on sabbatical until everything with this situation is taken care of” and with that Hadley bent over and just started crying.

“Baby…” Sidney was glad that her working was going to be one less thing that he was going to have to worry about while he was gone.

He really didn’t know what to say but he had told Mario that they would be over for dinner after he picked Hadley up from work. “I know that you have a had a really hard day but I sort of told Mario that we would go over to his place for dinner…and we have an idea.”

Hadley just looked at Sidney and saw how bad he felt in his eyes so she just sucked it up and pulled the visor down to fix her makeup.

“This food better be good” was all she said. She was desperate to lighten the mood for just a little bit.

“Nats cooking is the best baby…you’ll love it. Then we can go home and just be together.”

They stopped at Hadley’s and got more of her clothes and other things that she wanted before heading over for dinner. Before long they were at the Lemieux’s and sitting around the dining room table eating dinner with everyone. She could tell that Sid loved being here…it really was like his family…well she thought anyway with everything she hadn’t gotten a chance to really meet his family but she wondered when that dreaded talk would be considering all she had was her mother and who knew where she was.

It was then that Nathalie brought Hadley out of her thoughts…. “Kids why don’t you all go upstairs finish up homework and get ready for tomorrow.” All the kids gave Sidney a hug and headed upstairs. Alexa stopped at Hadley and hugged her and whispered in her ear “I really like you…you make Sid really happy. She whispered back a thank you and sent Alexa on her way.

Hadley couldn’t wipe the smile off of her face…that little girl had just made her night.

“Baby. I know I should have told you this before but we have a road trip and I leave tomorrow.” That smile quickly disappeared and fear set in.

She didn’t know what to say and Sidney could tell that she was scared.

“So your gonna come stay with Mario and everyone here while I’m gone. We also got a security guard and a car if you want to go anywhere. It was originally so you could still work but since you’re not gonna be doing that you can use it for whatever.”

He could tell Hadley wasn’t happy that he had planned everything without talking to her but he knew he was doing what was best. Hadley knew it to and she really didn’t want to fight with Sid just after they were back together and especially since he was leaving.

“How long?” was all she asked.

“About a week and half total…I’ll be back a few days before Halloween.”

“Ok..sounds like a plan.”

Sidney was really surprised that she didn’t try to fight him on this but he was thankful for that too. They sat around and talked about everything..showed Hadley around so she would be comfortable before making their way back to his house so they could pack.

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I saw them walk back into her apartment only to come out with more bags…I guess she is leaving. I didn’t mean to scare her..I want to romance her. She should be with me. I am the perfect man for her…not golden boy. I have to find a way to prove to her that is the case. It’s time to get serious.


With that he sat in Hadley’s old apartment with pictures of her in front of him and pleasured himself. That was going to have to do until they could be together for real.

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After they had gotten all packed they both just sat on the couch for what would hopefully be a relaxing night considering everything that had happened in the past 24 hours. They were sitting there just watching TV when Sidney realized that they hadn’t fully made up yet. He had always heard the guys joking about make up sex and how it was the best. Sometimes they would even start fights just for that purpose. Now that his brain was on sex he wanted it so he started to move closer to Hadley hoping he could be subtle and just let it happen without actually asking. He didn’t think it would be an issue because he remembered the look she had in her eye this morning when she said that she missed him she meant in every way…just like he did.

Hadley noticed that Sidney was trying to be subtle and move closer to her and she couldn’t help but be happy…she had wanted it this morning but that didn’t work out. All the of sudden she felt Sidney’s had start rubbing her leg. She decided she was in the mood to tease him a little bit as he moved closer to start kissing right behind her ear.

“Sidney I want to watch the movie” she said trying to not moan at the feeling he was starting to bring out. She found herself slightly tipping her head off to the side to give Sidney more room.

“But it’s getting to a really good part” she half said half moaned. Sidney knew the game she was playing now because she hadn’t been able to hold back and was letting him work his way down her neck. He wasn’t in the mood for teasing.

“Mmmmhmm I’m sure this is a good part baby…” as he moved his hand closer the baggy shorts she was wearing.

“But I’m sure we can rent the movie for you” as he slipped his had even further up her leg causing Hadley to shift slightly so Sidney could get further up where she wanted him to be. Sidney knew he was winning but was thrown off when Hadley slid her hand down on to his growing erection causing him to moan.

She knew she could tease him anymore when she felt him getting hard she wanted just as bad as he did…So she let him lay her down on the couch and started to take his shirt off of him so she could see and feel his muscles. When it dawned on her they always were on the couch when they started to fool around.

“Sid” she said as he was bringing up his other hand under her shirt to massage her breast. He wanted to take his time and explore everything.

“Sid. Stop” That was something that he had never heard come out of her mouth when they were messing around. But he did as he was asked and looked up but stayed on top of her and kept his hands where they were so they could continue.

“What baby don’t you want th…”

“Of course I do but we are always on the couch….can we please choose somewhere else…anywhere.”

“Anywhere?”

She couldn’t help but laugh “Yes Sid anywhere in this whole house..”

Sidney quickly moved his hands and scooped her up and ran up the stairs.

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There will be another part tonight....it is just gonna be later on. I have hockey to follow and the first game of the World Series...GO YANKEES

Chapter 22

I got a little writing happy at work today...so its kinda long but hopefully everyone likes it


Hadley’s POV



After Sid got me situated and in bed he did the same for himself, it was the 1st time he let go of me since he had gotten to my apartment and even know I didn’t really want to let go. I think he knew this because in a matter of minutes he was back at my side. He pulled me into him just like we had spelt so many nights before I hit a selfish streak and had to do things my way.


Even though I am exhausted I don’t think sleep is in my cards. I begin to let my mind wander. I honestly can’t believe I let myself think that everything was over, that the note meant nothing when it apparently did. He was serious. Whoever killed Katy was looking for me…did he want to kill me? On top of that I let myself believe that Sid had the flowers sent to me. Who delivers flowers at night…really? God I’m so stupid.


It was then that Sid started to rub my side, I swear he can read my mind, he must have known what I was thinking about and was trying to get me to relax.


Finally I think I was starting to relax…just having him here made it so much better. Then he said quite possibly the best thing that he could have at that moment.


“One night soon it’s just gonna be you and me and a romantic night…I promise.” It really is amazing how soothing those words actually are…I can’t believe how stupid I was not only with whoever is after me but with Sid he was just trying to keep me safe. I’ll do what he wants if it means he is going to be close to me…I just have to try and keep a normal lifestyle…I can’t change. I did that too much in the past.


Finally I decide to try and relax. I really need to try and get some sleep part of having a normal life is work…and I still have to go tomorrow and be professional and finish up that campaign.


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Sidney’s POV


My mind was going a mile a minute and I could tell hers was too. I don’t know what else I could do to calm her down so she could sleep so I just started rubbing her side and told her the first thing that came to my mind.


“One night soon it’s gonna be you and me and a romantic night…I promise”. It helped to ease my mind a bit and I hope it did the same for her.


Now I just have to find a way to keep her safe. Fuck I leave for another road trip the day after tomorrow and I’m going to be gone almost two weeks. I have to figure it out because I don’t know what I would do if anything happened to her.


Once I made sure she was asleep I rolled over to turn the alarm on because one thing I was sure of was the fact that she would want to try and maintain a normal lifestyle…that meant going to work. I have to keep her safe but I can’t let a repeat of a couple weeks ago happen again…I can’t lose her again…I need her in my life another thing that I am sure of.


I curl back up to her and get her as close to me as possible and try to sleep but I don’t know how well that is going to go.


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7:00 am rolled around and the alarm went off. Neither Hadley or Sidney got a lot of sleep last night. Hadley really just closed her eyes and let Sidney hold her…it was the only place that she wanted to be.


Sidney didn’t want to move either but he promised himself last night that they would keep things as normal as possible.


“Hads baby time to get up. We gotta get you to work.”


Hadley couldn’t help but smile a little because they weren’t going to have to fight about that which was good since they had just been reunited.


“mmmm ok” Hadley rolled onto her back stretched out and just looked at Sidney.


“I’m sorry” she felt tears threaten to fall again and tried to hold them in check.


“For what Hads”


“For not listening, you were just trying to keep me safe and now look.”


“Hads of course I want you safe but I should have listened to you about trying to keep things normal. I didn’t let you do that so I made it hard. It is just at much my fault if not more.”


“ Ok…fine we will say we are even. I know I have to get up but I don’t want to I just want to lay here with you” Hadley said as she wrapped her arm around a half naked Sidney and kissed him for the 1st time since before she left that day a couple of weeks ago.


God her lips felt amazing and he was seriously considering her offer. But as much as he wanted to stay like this with her he remembered again the promise he made to himself but this time started cursing it.


Hadley didn’t want to stop but she knew she had to. She really had to work on that campaign for her pitch later on today. So she finally pulled away and made her way into the bathroom to get ready for the day.


Sid laid there for a bit longer before going downstairs to make some coffee they were both going to need it today.


A little while later Hadley came down all dressed for work and Sidney felt his mouth go dry…she looked so hot in her pencil skirt…it was getting really hard to curb those feelings and he felt himself moving towards her for another searing kiss.


“Here is some coffee” he said in between kisses


“Thank you…but can I just have this instead” she said and continued to kiss him…this is what she missed most the sweet kisses they shared for no reason.


“Mmmm as much as I want say yes…I have to get you to work and then practice. Since you don’t have your car…I thought I could drive and we can figure out the car situation after.” He knew that he had to tell her about the trip but he wanted to wait until things got figured out


This made Hadley happy because she couldn’t help but think that if this guy knew where she lived he knew what car she drove and what she did with it while at work.


He kissed one more time and then made their way to the garage.


When they pulled up to Hadley’s office he couldn’t help but look around for anything strange, thankfully he didn’t notice anything.


“Ok I’ll pick you up at 5 but if you need anything someone will have my phone so it can be answered.”


“Ok I love you Sidney”


“I Love you to Hads.”


With that Sid watched her walk into her office building and made his way to the arena. He always did his best thinking there and he really needed that now.


He got to the arena not surprised to see anyone else’s car in the parking lot. He parked in his usual spot and made his usual way to the locker room got his skates on, grabbed his stick and a bag of pucks. He had until 10 to figure something out then he had to turn into hockey Sid for awhile.


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Mario pulled into the parking lot at 8:30 like he did every morning but this morning he had a surprise. Sids car in the parking lot and a fan waiting where they usually were.


“Good morning sir.”


“O please call me Mario”


“Can I have an autograph Mario?”


“Sure thing, here you go”


Mario hadn’t been asked for an autograph outside the arena like this in awhile so he didn’t think anything of it and put his focus back to Sid…something was on the kids mind…why else would he be here so early.


That was easier than I thought…and he walked away now knowing what kind of car golden boy drove. She won’t get away. Now time to get back to my love.


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Instead of going straight to his office he made a detour towards the ice and sure enough he found Sidney skating taking shot after shot at the net.


“SID” he yelled hoping to get his attention.


Sidney heard Mario call him looked up but took a few more shots and then made his way over to the bench where Mario was waiting patiently.


“What’s going on Sid? This is early even for you.” Mario said and waited for Sidney to start talking.


“I called Hadley last night”


“Well, that’s a good thing right?”


“Yea except when I called she was hysterical because that guy or whoever he is found her.”


“Wait a minute…what are you talking about?”


Sidney forgot that he hadn’t told Mario any thing after the Katy had been killed.


“Katy’s death was ruled a homicide so Hadley moved out and into another apartment. When she went to clean out the apartment for a new tenant she found this note…well she ignored it for awhile thinking that it was just a piece of paper until one night it fell out of her purse Vero picked up and handed it to her. It said that it should have been her and it was written in blood.”


“So that was the fight about keeping Hadley safe.”


Sidney just nodded


“So what do you mean he found her again.”


“He sent her flowers..The bastard walked right up to her door and left two bouquets five minutes apart from each other. Which means he watched her take the first one inside” Sidney had just realized that last part and punched the bench.


“Is she ok”


“Physically yes. But she is scared and she isn’t the only one. I went over there and we called the detective handling the case”


“Well she is ok…you need to let the cops do their job…ok don’t try to be the hero Sid”


“I know that but Mario I have to keep her safe. I can’t let anything happen to her, I can’t lose her.” Sid said and tears started to fall because he still hadn’t figured anything out. “I don’t know how I can do that and we leave for two weeks tomorrow. What the hell am I supposed to do?”


“Where is she now?” Even Mario was worried for her safety and Sid’s well being. He knew that he loved her and he had to help in any way he could.


“Work…She wants to try and keep a normal routine..I want that too if it is going to help her and keep her with me.”


Mario just nodded remembering the fight that Sid and Hadley had and how much that messed with Sidney and now he really knew why.


“Well I am not traveling with the team this trip so how about she come stay at the house with us and we will make sure that she is safe. I mean security and a driver so she can keep the normal routine you guys agreed on.”


“It sounds ok…but I’m not going to stop worrying about it”


“I am not saying you have to but you do have a team counting on you….so you need to focus on hockey too Sid…she will be fine at the house I can promise you that.”


“ OK and here I thought meeting my family was going to be the hardest thing that we were going to have to get through.” Sidney wanted to lighten the mood …he knew it wasn’t a good joke but he had really thought that…he knew what his dad thought about relationships during the season.


“OK well I’ll start working on those arrangements while you practice and we can figure all the other details out at dinner tonight..”


“Ok thanks Mario…I don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t come down here.”


“Sid, I am always going to take care of family and the people they care about. Plus Nat will be happy that you two are fixed…she had been asking a lot if I knew anything.” Mario said keeping the mood light like he knew Sid was trying to do with that last joke he tried to make.


Sidney couldn’t help but laugh and it felt so good to laugh again.


“But for now go try and get some sleep…you look like hell”


Sidney just nodded and made his way back to his stall…took off his skates and collapsed on the couch in the lounge and fell asleep until practice.

Chapter 21

Chapter 1 is up for Old Love....New Beginnnings

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*** Remember Bad Guy Point of View is in Red***





It took me awhile but I found her again. I knew she would stay in the other apartment but what I hadn’t counted on was that it would take me so long to find her again. But I am close to her….I rented her old apartment I swear I can still smell her in here…it really is great.

I need to keep on track now that I found her again….I have to make her see that she should be with me not Golden boy…he really is getting in the way. But I can handle him. I need to focus on Hadley Scott….my love.

All in good time I will get what I need…All in good time.

By the time Hadley got to the door whoever was knocking was now gone…but there was a gorgeous bouquet of red roses sitting at the door. It was something she thought Sidney would do…leave the roses for her with a note. Hell he had done it before when he left that rose on her car at work. She looked down the hall to see if she could see him at all down the hall before she turned around and walked back into the apartment. Someone was watching.

She put the roses down on the coffee table in the living and looked for a note but there wasn’t one.

She decided that they had to be from Sid and the note just fell out. So she picked up her phone to call him and thank him for the flowers and hopefully they could talk and figure everything out because she missed him so much and wanted him back…

Just as she was about to hit send there was another knock on her door. Hoping it was Sid she tried to get to the door a little bit faster.

Instead of Sid it was another bouquet of roses; again she picked up the roses and looked down the hall again looking for Sid. Not seeing him he went back into the apartment to set these down as well to maybe get the guts to actually call him.

But she saw the note first…

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Sid and the guys ended up getting everything that they needed for the party including their costumes. He was just starting to relax something he hadn’t been doing much of since Hadley left when his phone beeped signally a text.

She really misses you…you should call her. -V-

For the next few minutes Sidney held his phone in his hand. He finally hit the send button only to cancel the call before it would connect. He had no clue what he was going to say to her. He wanted her back but he thought that he needed to say more than that. They had a lot to talk about….including her being safe.

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Hadley saw the card and got it out to read it…still having it in her head that this was all Sidney’s doing.

She looked at the card and saw “Soon my love…Soon.” written in a droopy red writing. She dropped the card and screamed while at the same time her phone started to ring.

“Hello” she said trying to stay calm.

Sidney could tell something was going on. “Hads”

“Sidney…he…knows…”

“Who knows?” he said slightly confused but got worried when there was a silence.

“Hadley”

“He knows where I am…he sent flowers” she finally was able to say.

That was all he needed hear…talking could wait he had to get to her and was out the door before he could say anything else.

“Hadley…Hads listen to me…”

“Ok” staying calm was no longer an option when she noticed she was shaking.

“Stay on the phone with me I’m on my way.”

“Ok” she said again pretty sure that was all she was capable of saying at the moment.

He tried to talk about anything he could think of to try and calm her down. All the while he was driving close to 80 mph to get to her. He didn’t care at that moment what brought them back together as long as he could get there.

She got my flowers…I saw her take them into the apartment with her. I hope she likes my note. I think I’ll wait around and see if she comes back out. I could stay her all night long. I had the perfect cover. I was in a security guard uniform. People would think that I was just making my rounds. I am so close to her but I have to keep my distance…just for awhile longer.

I bent down to tie my shoe when I felt this gust blow by me. When I looked up he was there pounding on her door. I really hate Sidney Crosby.This means the cops are gonna end up here..I should leave. He ruins all my plans....

“Hadley…Hads…Let me in baby” Sidney said into his phone and then the door opened.

He just pulled her into his arms and held her. She was shaken but she was ok.

“I’m never going to let anything happen to you. I love you. I’m so sorry for being over bearing. I just wanted you to be safe” Sidney said now crying along with Hadley.

“No I’m sorry I should have listened to you. I knew the cops had nothing yet and I still had to do things my way….I’m sorry Sidney…I love you so much” and she buried her head into his chest and just cried.

“You know we have to call Detective Smith” and Hadley just nodded as Sidney dialed the number…he had it programmed into his phone and was glad that he had done that now.

Hadley didn’t let go of Sidney the whole time the detective was there talking to her….

“ I thought that they were from Sidney. He had left flower for me like that before. I thought that we were just going to talk…until I saw this note on the second set. Sidney wouldn’t leave that kind of note…he would have delivered the second bouquet himself” she told the detective.

“We have to take the flowers…I’m sure that is ok but I still have to let you know. Hopefully we can get some kind of lead from that. Do you have anywhere you can go.”

“She is going home with me. I live in a gated community. She will be safe and there will be security around” was all that Sidney said and Hadley didn’t try to argue with him this time.

“OK.” We will have police officers around as well…we all want to catch this guy” the detective said and made his way over to his CSI crew.

Soon enough they were gone and Sidney was up trying to stay calm while Hadley pack things to go to Sidney’s house. After about an hour Hadley was ready to go and Sidney helped her down and into his car. Before too long they were back at Sidney’s house. Hadley wouldn’t leave his side so he set the alarm and went upstairs with her.

After he got her situated he got himself situated in bed. He kissed her cheek and said “One night soon it’s just gonna be you and me and a romantic night…I promise” and then try to get some sleep.

ANOTHER ONE

Here is the deal...I am going to be starting my Max story. So I am going to try and stick to a schedule....
Monday: Never Say Never
Tuesday: Old Love New Beginnings
Wednesday: Never Say Never
Thursday: Old Love...New Beginnings
Friday: Never Say Never
Saturday: Old Love...New Beginnings
Sunday BOTH...maybe...it may be just a writing day

this will hopefully start on MONDAY.... but I am hoping to have a chapter up for Max this weekend sometime to get it started.


The link is now up though

http://oldlovenewbeginnings.blogspot.com/

just another note

I am looking for Max Talbot Tshirt and a Kris Letang Tshirt. I went to the penguins website and had no luck.... I live in NC so my choices are limited are here...I would need to use the internet to do it....ANY IDEAS PLEASE LET ME KNOW

Chapter 20

It was now two weeks into October and almost two weeks since Hadley and Sidney ended things…with out another work spoken between them…both of them were miserable and everyone saw it…now just what to do about it.

“Sid come on man” Max and Jordan said at the same time. They were trying to plan the Halloween part…and their costumes.

“What I’m just not in the mood”

“Yea we noticed. “ Jordan said. He was finally feeling like himself and was ready to move on.

“The team is doing great…everything in the world is good…hell even my shoulder feels great” Max said following Jordan.

“Everything is not OK. I have no idea what’s going on with Hadley, not only that but I miss her.”

It was out in the open now he thought even though he knew he was doing a horrible job at hiding it.

“We know but she is fine” Jordan said. He knew because they talked to each other a few times.

The first time being when Hadley gave him the picture of Katy. They had really been helping each other pull through.

“HOW DO YOU KNOW SHE IS FINE” Sidney was now yelling

Jordan realized that he just dug himself into a hole but he still couldn’t let Sidney know they have been talking, Hadley had made him promise.

Sidney was just staring at Jordan while he thought of something to say. Max on the other hand was trying not to laugh to hard. How could guys be so serious with one girl…especially when every girl wanted you was all that kept playing through his mind…but Sidney had always been good entertainment when he was like this.

“Ummm I just saw at the coffee shop…no big deal”

Sidney wasn’t sure but it had been more info than he had gotten from Vero.

“Let’s go “ was all he said and made his way towards the car.

“What are you going to stake out all the coffee shops.” Max said laughing he just couldn’t help it anymore.

“Sidney just turned and looked at him…he wanted to change the subject even though he started it.

“NO…Halloween party remember.”

Plus when and if he wanted to talk to Hadley he knew where to go.

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Hadley had been working on a big campaign almost non stop…to keep her mind off of things…not so much everything with Katy’s investigation and the note but Sidney…God she missed him and when she wasn’t working she was thinking of him.

Sue had finally convinced her to take the afternoon off so Hadley went back to her apartment to try and relax and hopefully not think of Sidney, when there was a knock at her door.

“ Coming “ and then opened the door to find Vero.

“Hi” V said and made her way into the apartment.

“Ummm Hi.” Hadley really had no clue why Vero was here. Sure they had gotten close but she thought since things with Sid were…well over that meant losing friends…the whole my friend before you.

“What are your plans for the next few hours” V asked.

“I have a date…”

“WHATTTT YOU CANT…WHAT ABOUT SID…I KNOW YOU MISS HIM” Vero was practically yelling at Hadley know. She was tempted to shake her til she got her sense back

Hadley wanted to laugh but saw how serious and upset V was and decided against it but to finish what she was saying.

“…with my couch.”

“O thank god…I thought I was going to have to beat you” she said and kinda laughed and then said “Anyways lets go shopping.”

“For what”

“Hello Halloween…the party is coming up”

Hadley knew all about the party because she caught Sid looking at costumes online one night when he thought she was asleep. But never thought about it and now definitely didn’t think that she should go considering.

“V I’m not a girlfriend anymore…”

“That’s ok you guys will be back together by then”

Vero didn’t give her a chance to reply to that and grabbed her arm…practically dragging her out of the apartment leaving barely enough time to grab her purse….

--- Hours later----

Hadley ended up getting a costume that V would drive Sidney crazy and a bunch of other things that she didn’t need but couldn’t say no to.

When she finally got back to her apartment she was serious about that date with her couch but she couldn’t get V’s thoughts out of her mind…and though if he wanted to talk to me he would come and do it…hopefully.

And then there as a knock at the door…

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Just a note the bad guy POV and stuff is going to become part of the story….it will be written in red…just for future knowledge.

Chapter 19

That was exactly what Sidney did...he took her back to his house and just held her until she fell asleep. It was like this for another week, the Pens were playing at home and Sidney made sure that Hadley was safe no matter what.

It had been almost a week since Hadley found the note and she was at the point where that she wanted to live her life her way. Not with security and being stuck in Sidney’s house. Sure she loved Sidney and knew that he was just being cautious but he was slowly driving her crazy.

Sidney was sitting in the living when Hadley came downstairs dressed for work.

“I’ll will call you later” she said as she made her way towards the garage where her car had been parked since the last game.

It took a minute for Sidney to process everything but when he did he couldn’t get off the couch faster.

“Wait where are you going”

“I am going to work and then I am going home to my apartment to have a relaxing night”

“But…”

“JUST STOP” she said a little bit more loudly than intended but she was losing her mind. Even before Felix she had been on her own doing things her way and now she had become a prisoner of someone who probably wasn’t even around anymore.

“ I have lived my life my way for years and I am not going to change it. I am going back to my life.”“But it isn’t safe.”

“You don’t know that. Nothing else has happened. Anyways you are going on the road and I am certainly not staying at YOUR house by myself.”“Why not I like you here…I know…”“I can be safe in my own apartment Sidney…I can take care of myself you know”

They were no longer talking but practically screaming at each other now.

“HADLEY SERIOUSLY….just come back inside.”

“Did it ever occur to you that you are smothering me with all this safe talk. I can’t change my life over one Fucking note Sidney. The guy probably isn’t even around anymore”

Sidney was blown away at what she had just said but that didn’t stop what came out of his mouth.

“Fine Fucking leave see if I care…I can’t believe….go ahead take chances with your life…IM DONE”

“Your done???? FINE be done…with this…with me…with us…Kiss my ass Sidney”

Hadley was so angry she just turned around towards the car got in and drove off… not giving
Sidney a chance to have the last say.

Ok time to go to work and kick ass on this campaign. And that was exactly what she did. Her boss was surprised to see her when she walked in because she had said that Hadley could work at home until everything was resolved.

“Hadley..”

“Hi, Sue…is there anything new that I can start working on…I want to sink my teeth into something good.”

Of course Sue was concerned but she had to put her agency first and this Hadley was the one she had hired just from a phone conversation.

“Sure we always have something for one of our best” John Hunters, Sue husband, came up and pulled Hadley close to him.

“UHH thanks…” Hadley was a little unnerved by being so close but she just brushed it off because of what had happened with Sidney.

Hadley worked on the campaign that she was given until about 7 that night. As well the next two nights. She hardly thought about Sidney and what had happened. She walked into and went right to her bathroom for a relaxing bath just like she had planned. It was then that she thought of Sidney and the tears finally fell…she was upset her and Sidney were over but she believed that she was right she couldn’t change her life over a note…but she still loved him

"What am I going to do now."

----On the road----

They finally got to the Hotel and to say that Sidney was drained was a complete understatement. He had just played two games and lost both of them. On top of that everything that had gone down with Hadley. But he couldn’t help but be worried…her life could be at stake…not matter what was said he still loved her.

“Darryl…come on man were going out.”

“Nah man I don’t think so.”

“O come on…I know we take losses hard but we played good we just didn’t get the bounces.”

“ For once I’m not thinking about the game…I’m worried about Hads.”

“We know man…it scary stuff going on”

“Yea and know she wants nothing to do with me..we were done.”

“WHATTT”

“Yea man we are done…big fight…lots of yelling…we are done…were pretty much the exact words.”

“Dude I’m sorry. I’ll bring ya back some food.”

“Thanks man”

With that Sidney was left alone to worry and wallow over losing Hadley…and all because he wanted to protect her…He called his dad and talked to him for awhile and Sidney was surprised to hear that his dad would do the same thing. Even though his dad thought it was a good idea the they weren’t too serious considering… Sidney just decided to leave the love thing out it.

He decided to take a hot shower hopefully he would relax and be able to sleep…as the water was running down his body all he could think about what she was doing right now and hoping that she was ok…

“What am I going to do now” and let the water run over his head.