Chapter 13 CTD.

here is part 2




Hadleys POV

I always thought I was happy. I always thought that I was fine on my own too. These past months has really opened my eyes. I wasn’t happy at all and being alone sucked. I started when Katy was there without question and now for the first time in…well forever I have a best friend and because she helped me I was able to talk to Sidney instead of running in the opposite direction. Yes Sidney and I were still new but he made me feel something that I hadn’t felt in god knows how long…not the last year or so with Felix I know that much. For the first time since I was younger I had everything that I wanted the dream job, a best friend, and well who knows what Sidney is.

“Hey you ok?” Sidney asked me as we pulled into the club parking lot.

“Yea I’m fine just kinda zoned out”

“Are you sure you’ve been quiet since Max asked if you were coming?”

Well now is a good of a time as any.

“Well it just threw me off. No one has called me that other than my dad”

“That doesn’t sound so bad, and I like that nickname.” he said when I had to stop and take a deep breath I hadn’t talked about this to anyone.

“My left when I was fifteen. He decided to leave my mom and me. At first I was hurt because he wouldn’t let me go with him. My mom and I never got along…I haven’t talked to her since I was 18 and starting school. But that isn’t the point. My dad left because he was sick or something. He didn’t want to put me through that. He died by the time I was 16. I found out by a phone call.” I said as the tears finally started to flow.
I
hadn’t every really cried and grieve my mom had never allowed it because she was so mad that her life had changed so drastically. But I was finally able to cry and tell someone..now he knows hopefully he doesn’t run…though I wouldn’t really blame him.

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Sidneys POV

For the first time in…well for the first time ever something other than hockey was making me happy…I should say someone, Hadley was perfect. I always wanted to be around her. Up until tonight we had been able to spend a lot of time together. Now with the season starting that was going to be the test because I wouldn’t be around nearly as much because of it. Hopefully everything works out fine…This past month with her has been amazing and I cant wait to see what the future holds for us…

I asked her if she was ok. She had been really quiet since we left the arena...and the explanation I got was not what I expected to say the least.

“Well it just threw me off. No one has called me that other than my dad”

“That doesn’t sound so bad, and I like that nickname.” I told her but then she continued with what she told me

“My left when I was fifteen. He decided to leave my mom and me. At first I was hurt because he wouldn’t let me go with him. My mom and I never got along…I haven’t talked to her since I was 18 and starting school. But that isn’t the point. My dad left because he was sick or something. He didn’t want to put me through that. He died by the time I was 16. I found out by a phone call.”

Ok I retract my previous statement. I didn’t know what to do but we were now in the parking lot to the club and I had a crying girlfriend and for some reason I think this is the first time she had been able to really grieve. But I also know there is more to what she just said because she mentioned something about her mom but I think I’ll save that for a different time.

“What do you say we just head to my place instead of going inside.” I figured it would be best considering she was still crying. I wanted to help but I didn’t know what to do. I always had my family.

She nodded and then just put her head on the window. All I wanted to do was hold her but that would have to wait until we got to my house. About halfway there I realized that she had stopped crying.

“Hadley I don’t really know what to say…I’m sorry”

“It’s ok that is the first time I told anyone about that.”

“Are you sure…we can talk about it more if you” but she cut me off.

“I really don’t know anything else. I know that he was sick and he didn’t want me to go through it. I honestly don’t know anything else.”

The tears had started streaming down her beautiful face again and I couldn’t stand it.

“OK…umm” I really was at a loss for words

We pulled into the driveway and I quickly walked around and opened the door for her. When we got into the house I quickly went and got her a pair of shorts and t-shirt so she could get more comfortable. We just sat on the couch and I finally got to do what I want I just held her. Even under the circumstances I loved how close we were getting.

“How bout we get some sleep Hads….I mean Hadley” I wasnt sure if I could still use her nickname becuase of well ...I would have to ask her but I realized she was pretty much asleep already. So I gently picked up and carried her upstairs.

“Sid…”

“Yea”

“You can call me Hads its ok…I like the nickname”

“Ok…I will”

“Sweet dreams” I said as I climbed into to bed behind her and held her all night long as we drifted off to sleep.